Sunday Ride 2

Motivation

I need motivation!

I have so many things I want to do and I feel like I can't even get started on them.

I have to get out of this rut, nothing good can come from this, only disappointment.

So I'll try my best, I'll do what I can. I have a lot of projects I've been meaning to get started.

Hopefully they'll get started and finished soon.

Sunday Ride

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I am stricken with anxiety,

I am dealing with it the best I can.

All I can do is keep trying.

All these feelings keep building and they need to be released.

I need something more,

but for now I'll just ride my bike.

Just doing my thing.

Anger

You hit me like a tidal wave,

catch me by surprise.

It builds and builds and then explodes forth upon everything.

The smallest of things get me these days.

I'm to self-conscience and take things to personally.

Dammit.

Speechless.

Sometimes I can't get myself to speak.

So much is going on inside my head and I need to let it escape at certain points.

Drawing let's me spill those thoughts, but I'm not always prepared and can't draw at times when I need to.

I'll work on this and break the silence, but at the same time respect it.